I wish you could feel my pain. I wish I could give you my pain just for one moment. Not to hurt you but to make you understand how much you hurt me
It seems to me that the person who caused this pain doesn’t even know that they are doing it. As I browse my social media account I’ve read a lot of cryptic quotes about someone.
If you scroll on their previous post you’ll know that they want someone to see it and let them know what they feel.
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling. It’s just that some people hide it better than others.
That meaningful post gives a person a chance to vent their feelings. It might be a simple act but it gives them relief to know that their message might be read by that person.
Sometimes you think that they are angry. They are not angry, on the contrary, they are hurt inside. It’s not the pain, it’s who it came from.
Furthermore, emotions control our every being. It dictates what we could do on a daily basis. When emotion is disturbed you become a person that you don’t even know.
It brings the hidden person in you. In addition, you might not be aware of the things that you had already done just to make the pain go away. Your only focus is the person that causes you both pain and happiness.
The intangible feeling that you felt inside when you see him. A glimpse from his eyes seems like heaven to you.
I Wish You Could
I wish you could reciprocate the feelings that I have for you. Moreover, you are the only one that I’m thinking of. I want to be your present and future. It’s an unwanted feeling that blossomed within me.
I am exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. The fake smile that everybody sees is not true. I’m crying inside and it’s because of you.
The feeling when you’re not necessarily sad, but you just feel really empty. You have so much love to give, but the person that you love doesn’t want the love that you offered.
You’ve been duped by the fact that the kindness that he has shown is all an act. When you fell for his charm that is also the time that he decided to let you go.
And now, you became the stalker that no one wants. As a matter of fact, you ask yourself “What is wrong with me?”.
My dear nothing is wrong with you. You’re just in a stage that you think you’re left behind. When all of your friends had found someone to be with, your just on the other corner waiting for them to ask you out.
Remember that this pain that you felt will go away. Focus on your priorities. You are young and you have still a lot to conquer. This is just one of those moments that you felt helpless.
But, in reality, this is just a test of your character. Finally, you will look back someday and smile on the silly things that you acted into.
Standing alone is better than standing with people who hurt you.