How can I ever express my feelings. I was raised to be strong and independent. An open letter to mom. This is for the years that you nurtured me.
Looking back, I still wonder why I haven’t achieve the things that I promised you mom.
Raising a child is difficult especially to a single mother.
When I was five years old, I clearly remember that promise.
“Mom, I will build you a beautiful house and give you riches that I can afford”. An open letter to let my feelings flow.
The smile that shines on her face is like a volt of electricity to me. That is the only thing that gives me happiness. Seeing my mom smile.
She has struggled a lot. Without an education, she literally did everything she could to give me clothes to wear, shelter, food to eat and better education.
We became distant for the past few years.
I graduated college, worked and met a lot of friends.
You always call me and all I do is ignore it because it’s the same thing that yo are telling me.
Mom you meant the whole world to me. There are things in life that I want to accomplish but you are still my world. Without you I will be an empty vessel.
It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you if I’m not answering your call.
There is still that little girl that cherish your smile and jumps with happiness when I hear your voice.
We might see each other at least once a year. But I still cherish those moments. I felt guilty not fulfilling those promise. I’m also helpless and struggling with my own life.
The bond that we have knows no distance or words. I can still feel your love even though your a thousand miles from me. I hope you feel my love too.
As you lay on your death bed. The only thing that I can say is – “I Love You Mom”.
Everything happens for a reason. I’m just grateful for the unconditional love that you showed me.
Mom you are my world…..